Egoism in a Eulogium

I suppose you could say I'd be an egotistical eulogizer, as

I speak a life of soliloquies
And occasionally, manic monologues.
At a stretch, indirect dialogue.
But I scarcely collect my own thoughts, so
How could I collect the thoughts of others?
When it comes down to it
Personal communication is my comfort zone.
Note: not interpersonal.
Any sort of conversation that is with me and
Me.
Or maybe I'd just be egocentric when eulogizing, as
then again, who isn't?
And so what if I only talk about me and the dead at a funeral,
as I don't care about anyone else there anyway.

Sad.
I am, I mean.